NINE / ELEVEN

 

         Two and a half decades ago, nine-eleven was the approximate time I dragged my lazy self off the hard cotton mattresses that we slept on. Long after the sun had risen from its distant mountain beds. Long after the glassy dewdrops had dried on their green velvet blades. And long after the call of the ‘azaan’ had evaporated into the misty morning light. Twenty-five years later, nine-eleven still remains the approximate time my teenaged children yawn their way out of their soft resilient ornate beds. Apart from that, nine-eleven never held any other significance in our average day-to day life. Until September the 11th 2001!

         On this fateful day, the whole world was suddenly awakened to the medieval call of a single human being. A soft-spoken saint, who had meaningfully gathered the threads of insanity, bent upon weaving a better world with it. One, who proclaimed that he believed in Allah and who called upon his brethren worldwide to join hands in destroying the other half of the world that did not. The entire world watched in fascination at the amazing air stunt of a couple of crazed maniacs who performed their kamikaze acts of bravado. Within seconds, two majestic fingers that sprouted out of the proud American palm and that which daily tickled the sun, caressed the moon and flirted with the skies were brought down to earth. And then was born Ground Zero- a child that upon its birth cried out to the entire planet, teaching humankind words which many tongues were still unfamiliar with. Like Laden and Jehad and Islam and Hate!

           The western media were the first to wake up and cash in on this new-fangled dawn. It was justified. It was their side of the world that had been aimed at. Yet it was the eastern populace that was eventually raped. The western world aired the news and their views defiantly. Yet it was the eastern masses that were ultimately subjugated. Any brown face that sported a beard and a turban became a magnet that attracted bullets. Any countenance that bore distinct Asian features became a target for public harassment. Any voice that spoke of the veracity of a certain faith was ridiculed. And with the beginning of this new era began the odium for the entire population of a particular community. The seed had already been sown. Osama Bin Laden just gave it the permission to grow. And grow it did with alarming alacrity. Where harmony once bred, discord started to prevail. Where love once nurtured, hatred started to triumph. And where trust once branched out, misgivings started to weed in.

       Who was responsible and why? The first of course was one who considered himself a Super man. He, who not only wallowed in the pride of having humbled a Super country, but also had the audacity to preach to the believers and the non-believers that Islam in reality meant nothing but Peace. And with the serene look of a saint and the quiet uproar of a lion he had started the holy war. But unfortunately by the time it was finished his purpose had been defeated. He thought he had succeeded in conquering the hearts of a group of people but he had in fact conquered Islam. For “Peace” had finally been conquered! Can’t blame the poor fellow actually, considering the fact that apart from having a traumatized childhood, his disturbed mind also happened to have a distorted vision of a faith that is so unique and beautiful.

               The second individual however, was not liable in the direct destruction of structures or convictions. He only succeeded in fanning the fire furthermore by airing out a pompous proclamation- that the world was now divided. Either they were with him or they were not. It did not matter that for the past few years other countries had continuously been grazed with acts of terrorism. It did not matter that unreasonable revolutionary demands had incessantly been made in other parts of the globe. It did not matter that millions of women and children had witnessed brutality in its worst form. But it did matter when the blast was felt in their superior homeland. For then he felt it was imperative that everyone not only took notice but also join in the spiritual and political game of tug-of-war.

                 When God sent down mankind it was with a uniform body. Every being has a heart that beats, a mouth that eats, eyes that weep and a wound that bleeds. When God sent down religion it was with a definite purpose. To instill terror in a brutal human heart, not to brutally terrorize humanity.  To be used as a weapon to discipline oneself, not to be manipulated with elsewhere. Of what use is religion when its very core challenges reason and stinks of convenience? Of what use is religion if the only basis applied to in life is for a pliable excuse? Of what use is religion if it degrades humanity, forcing it to be used as a political sanction in society? If this were the form of religion that Osama or any other extremist preaches, I’d rather be labeled a knowledgeable atheist than an ignorant follower. And if power and violence were the beliefs that today’s man relies upon, I’d rather go to sleep every night not wanting to open my eyes the next day. Not at nine-eleven. Not ever!   

  

Nargis Natarajan